On The 22nd Day....

Wow it's been almost a year sence I've made an entry here.  Funny this is something I said I was going to try and do daily,  alas I am not that creative. I did start a personal journal that I started writing in almost every day back on the 2nd of Jan. Thats progressing nicely which I am happy about.

So about 22 days ago I started a 21 day cycle which was spouse to consist of five gym trips a week if not more until the cycle was complete. Well that 21st day was this past Sunday and needless to say the cycle was a bust. I went to the gym a lot more in the last 21 days then I have in along time and the last few months havent been to bad either. Far from a routine and fat from consistent but great improvement none the less. I've decided im going to try the 21 day cycle again starting tomorrow morning.

So ive been thinking about it and I'm starting to realize how long the journey im undertaking reallyis, not the next 21 days but the journey of my health as a whole. Which isn't something that inactive at the end of a cycle but I achieve and maintain through out my life. It may seem simple to some people that the idea of life long health is something you should do but its an idea ive struggled with for along time.

The aspect I always struggle with is the pain that your body goes through while trying to obtain your health.

What im trying to keep in my mind is that the next 21 days is going to hurt, its going to be painful and there is no way around it. "The road to success goes through pain" I need to make myself learn the road well. So its going to hurt but hopefully at the end of this 21 day cycle will be the beginning of a stronger healthier me.

I bombed out a lot in the last cycle, why am I making this public.......I dont know maybe if more people know I'll feel I need to finish to "save face". In the end I want to be able to do this for me though.

So for now ill leave it at that and see how tomorrow goes.

Father's Day.

Well I'm handling today better then I thought I would. I'm actually having a pretty good day considering I'm at work.

I never did make father's day the best for my dad when he was still here. He was a great dad he deserved better then I ever gave him. I like to think he knew that though.

I hope though that I can help make the father I have in my life right now fathers day better.

I don't know want to say to much regarding fathers day because I am at and I don't really feel like getting all teary eyed and crap.

I will say how ever, if you who ever you are reading this is lucky enough to still have your father do NOT skip a change to tell him how much you love him. I missed that chance, the last time i spoke to my father i got mad at him in a very selfish manner and never told him i loved him. That's something I get to live with for the rest of my life.

You know what really bugs me, is i used to be able to hear his (my dads) voice if i closed my eyes and thought about it i could still feel him like holding my hand and i can't anymore.

It terrifies me to think I'm forgetting him.

Any way I could talk about my dad all day but like I said i don't want to get to emotional.

Happy fathers day Dad I wish you were here more on days like this then any other.

The Return

Well it's been a few day's, a few day's longer then i said it would be until I wrote another entry.

Not much has been up. Been thinking a lot about getting back in shape, It's needed with out a doubt but it's doing it that's going to be the issue. I've let myself get so out of shape it's not even funny. I have about 150lbs to lose before I'd be classified a healthy weight again.

Ugggg I do not want to be at work right now but it is dead so far so i at least have time to work on this.  So what should toady's blog be about.

I know I've been having some weird dreams lately none that i can vividly remember but just ones that when you wake up you know it was weird. Ever have those ones?

I'm in a random mind frame today.

So Shelby is trying to plan my 1st camping trip this summer. Should be interesting, not much about camping sounds overly appealing to me to be honest lol. I hate bugs, nothing about sleeping on an air mattress on the ground sounds appealing. I'm going to go though, it is an experience i want to have. Hell I might even like it. I'm hoping the trip to PEI works out though, it might not be "camping" where we would be in cabins but it would be more fun i think.

So clipping my nails this morning and totally almost ended up cutting off have of my left hand ring fingers nail, got to love it when you do that shit eh.

Spent alot of time thinking about my friend David down in the states for some reason on the way to work this morning. It's funny how someone you've never actually met before could mean so much to you. Like seriously the guy has got to be one of the most important people to me and I've never met the ass hole. I call him an ass hole out of love by the way hahaha.

mmmmm coffee the one thing that keeps me from being a serial killer lol aaaah.

See random.

I'm tired this morning, I always am though 1st day back to work after my weekend. I hope today goes by quick, it never usually does though. That's not being negative either i just can't remember the last time I had a day go by fast.

So had a good conversation about upcoming super hero movies this morning. For example, they are spouse to be making (rumour has it anyway) a JLA (justice league of America) movie sometime late 2015. I have no idea how they would pull off a movie like that. I mean it would cost upwards of 600-700 million to make a movie like that. I mean think of the CG that would be needed. You have Superman, Wonder Woman, The Flash, Green Lantern and depending on what way they go either John Jones/Martian Manhunter or Auqaman. All of which would need CG to look good the only one that wouldn't would be stupid ass Batman. Either way should be interesting if they decide to make it.

Well I think that's enough for now, I may make another post later today who knows.

Well ive been slacking on this lately. I want to find some better topics I think im not going to make this a daily thing, unless Ofcorse something strikes me. I will through the week how ever make a list of good topics and make a blog entry a couple times a week with themes.

I dont want to set the goal to do this daily and get bored and not want to do it anymore.

So with that ill say goodnight and start fresh on.....hummmm sunday. That should give me enougj time to make a good one.

So I skipped one.

I completely didn't mean to skip last nights blog, just slipped my mind. Ah well ahead and on ward and all that jazz.

I haven't done what I'm doing right now in a long time. I'm just sitting here listening to music, no t.v. nothing else on just music. I listen to music everyday but I forget sometimes how influential music really is. I downloaded a bunch of older stuff today for example "lean on me"  by Al Green and random stuff by the temptations. 

I even went as far as getting some backstreet boys and 98 degrees. I remember when no one judged you for listening to music. Granted I was a kid, who judges a kid on listening to teenie bopper music. Which is I was when that music was coming out (BSB not AL green lol) and i really don't care what anyone says no one came out with as many good love songs as the backstreet boys unless you want to go back 15-20 years then you'll find some. 

I love music, the beautiful thing about music is there is a song for you no matter what mood you are in. There are songs you attach to memories that you could go 10 years with out hearing that song but when you do you associate that memory almost instantly.

I hate it though when you have that song that you associated to a good memory then that good thing was taken from you or left or it wasn't meant to be or what ever the case maybe and then that song is then taken from you because you don't want to think about that memory. We all have at least one of those songs.

We all have that favorite song too, mine (as well as a lot of you as well) would be a toss up between a bunch of songs. Easily some of my favorites are Nothing Else Matters by Metallica and then flip that coin and  you get Just to See You Smile by Tim McGraw. Two very different songs but I could listen to them for hours. Just some of them songs you can close your eyes lean your head back and let the world slip away.

Its an amazing thing, music. For the reason that I've been listening to music (of my choosing) for about 20 years and every day new music comes out. That is AMAZING to me the creativity of artists around the world. More genres then I will ever be able to name which is something else that's amazing to me.

Like I will hear a song and think to my self god how can anyone like that song and some one will, someone will love that song. It's simply incredible that music can literally change who you are or can bring back to a day years prior or make you dream of the future.

There are songs I can remember exactly where i was and what i was doing when i heard it. How mind blowing is that.

Well I think you get what I'm driving at. Music is powerful, it doesn't judge you. What else on this planet can you say that is that pure.

Well I'll call it a day for today. I think i made up for not posting yesterday.

Well another day come and gone, helped shelby with the basement clean up and helped mow the lawn.

Now after a hot day and a AMAZING frosty from Wendy's its time for bed because I have stupid work in the morning and im far to tired tonright a half way decent blog tonight lol.

I'll make up for it tomorrow with another themed blog or something.

Well good night true believers.

So I was thinking tonight I was going to talk about something thats important me as I am a life long gamer.

Tonight I will discuess the greatest gaming console ever made. Now this strictly is my opinion of course.

So to the meat of it the big reveal if you will.

The Nintendo 64.

With out a doubt, to qoute a great candian "the best there is the best there was and the best there ever will be" how can you even arguee that I mean I will talk about other game titles for this system but i have to start with the best of best the creme of the crop. Zelda the ocarina of time!!

I can not begin to tell you how many hours upon hours upon hours I spent playing this incredible video game. To this day I wish I owned a N64 so I could spend countless more hours enjoying that game.there isnjust simply to much to even dive in to. With that being said FUCK THE WATER TEMPLE!! the bane of my existence lol.

Now there are far to many amazing titles to name uit some of my favorites. The 1st game I ever owned for the N64, Extrem-G 1. I mean it was such a simple game but again I spent so much time playing it. A great soundtrack, sounded like you were listening to the mortal kombat movie and lets face it we all know how amazing that movie was. Even EG-2 was good but when they made EG-3 for the PS2 they ruined it.

Other greats from the great year 2000! Simply titled "Spider-Man" This game was my 1st start to finish experience with our friendly nabourhood wall crawler. The best part about this game was the cheats for so many different suits and powers.

Another great was ALLLLLL of racing kart games, mario, donkey kong, diddy kong, star wars pod racing all of them loved everyone.

Another great and only the orginal is worth mentioning. Turok The dinosaur hunter. That game was bad ass it had a hand held nuke luncher! Enough said?  I thought so lol.

So this blog would not be complete unless i brought up one of the greatest games ever made for any system period.

...................*insert drum roll here*..................

MARIO 64 THAT'S RIGHT!!!

What wasn't incredible about this game, mario in 3D. Plus thats the only way a short tubby italian plumber could do those kinds of running jump flips lol.

Well I could go on but there is just to many great games. Dont even get me started on the wrestling games....

Well for now I'll say goodnight.

Maybe down the road I'll bring you another console review in only away I can bring it to you hahaha